"...But You Don't Even Look Sick!"

I found out that my heart was failing in October 2007 at 25 years old.

About me: I am 27, i live in NYC, and I am on a non-stop quest for healing.
I have a chronic illness called Scleroderma / Mixed Connective Tissue Disease. I also have a pacemaker/defibrillator implanted in my chest.

The Scleroderma has affected my heart causing it to be 70% covered in scar tissue.

The docs tell me there is no cure for Scleroderma. Yet, I am determined to cure myself.

Thanks for being in my world

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April 8, 2010

Miracle

mir·a·cle

[mir-uh-kuhl]
–noun

1. an effect or extraordinary event in the physical world that surpasses all known human or natural powers and is ascribed to a supernatural cause. 2. such an effect or event manifesting or considered as a work of God. 3. a wonder; marvel. 4. a wonderful or surpassing example of some quality: a miracle of modern acoustics. 5. miracle play.

If you can detach this idea from organized religion in your mind for a moment, a miracle is actually a shift in forces of energy.

I believe they do not happen overnight, rather it’s something that is built up, constantly worked at. I am working toward a miracle for my heart. Working really hard. Reading, learning, meditating, changing my body through energy work, help from healers. Eventually I know I will reach total recovery.

I have a renewed faith in my body to take care of my heart, to create a miracle.

1 year ago • Notes