May 29, 2009
I want to show you how much my pacemaker/defibrillator has moved.  THIS is how close it is to my shoulder now.  I can actually feel my shoulder muscle hit the device when I move a certain way.  I can forget about lying on my left side completely now.  I continue to be grossed out by the “squishy” feeling of the metal box moving around in there.  What do I do?  I think I may have to have another surgery at some point because I am way too uncomfortable.

I want to show you how much my pacemaker/defibrillator has moved.  THIS is how close it is to my shoulder now.  I can actually feel my shoulder muscle hit the device when I move a certain way.  I can forget about lying on my left side completely now.  I continue to be grossed out by the “squishy” feeling of the metal box moving around in there.  What do I do?  I think I may have to have another surgery at some point because I am way too uncomfortable.

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